"Come on. Wan cracker peas."
"Oh, you want a cracker? Let's go to the kitchen!"
"Yes! Come on, Mama!" She stops in front of the microwave. "Wan banana peas."
"You want a banana? Oh ok." I hand her the peeled banana.
"San queue. An cracker too."
"Bananas and crackers?" I remove a whole graham cracker and break it into two bits. "Here you go, monkey."
"Yes, yes, yes." She sings, bending her knees and bouncing.
While I was excited to see that the district is planning paid whole day Pre-K next year, Alec let me know this morning that it says, "This may be the last year we offer free half-day pre-K." I started grumbling because I'd have to work in order to afford that, and the program is 2 1/2 hours a day, making it impossible to work. Somehow knowing there was available albeit for pay full day Pre-K and then all day kindergarten after that put the end in sight for me 2 1/2 years from now.
I love being home with the kids, and I find it hard and tedious. There are plenty of days I wish I could escape to a desk and grown-up conversation that doesn't involve milestones and sleep methods. I am trying to be enthusiastic about the upcoming summer, but really I don't know how I will cope without my 2-hour breaks in the afternoon where I can actually get laundry done uninterrupted.
Maybe my attitude is just about its Monday and my house, as it is on Mondays, is completely trashed and there are 4 loads of laundry and unmade beds, and all I want to do is go back to sleep.